The impulse I get the most often is to stand up and jump around in the middle of the class when the class gets too boring. Usually, I would control myself, or else my classmates and teachers would think that I am either weird or should be diagnosed with ADHD and get some medications. I am usually pretty successful in controlling this kind of urge, probably because I have lived with it for so long, but sometimes I’ll just follow my impulse. The immediate reaction I get is the class staring at me like I have gone coo coo. I’ll just smile back at them and then sit down like nothing happened, but then I would burst out laughing at what I just did and people would look at me like I’m going crazy again. Those are the reason why I usually do not follow my impulses.
Other than that, I generally can contain myself and control most of my other impulses (Okay, maybe other than eating ice cream because its too addicting and I can’t stop eating it once I start.) I believe I’m the type of person that would think before I speak. My actions may be spontaneous at times, but I am more careful about speaking. I would not want to hurt anymore by my impulsive criticism or thought.
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